Why is it, that no matter how hard I try, I always seem to end up on my knees, so far behind you. I feel as if I'm watching your backs as you leave to make your dreams come true. You do thing with ease, that I can only do in dreams. You have what I lost. I want to scream for you to not leave me behind, but I can't speak. I won't hold you back. So I just curl up in a ball as I watch you leave, and with you all the best.